ll start by telling how i found out i had this fetish and how it envolved into some wild stuff with my current wife.
Im 29M and my wife is 24F we are together for 4 years and we started hotwifing about 2 years ago, but before i tell about us i wanna go back to how it all kicked off…
12 years ago, I had my first girlfriend she cheated on me. I found out when I was snooping on her PC, her Facebook was logged in, saw a chat with some dude. In the chat they were exchanging almost daily alot of nudes showing her small perky boobs and ass, and most shocking of all, some of nudes were taken in my home, in my bathroom while I was probably busy with something else, lol. And also they where talking about how good it was to fuck her and kiss her, etc.
Besides some of the nudes being in my home, i think what most shocked me was the nudes the guy sent, he had a very muscular build and a very thick straight cock, it wasn't super big or anything but it was bigger than mine, my dick is nor small nor big it's a little thick and crooked to the left hahaha about 6 inches.
At first i was mad and sad as fuck, crying even, it was my first ever girlfriend which i lost my virginity and did alot of "first time experiences" but then…
i got hard after looking at the chat and nudes.
She used to send me some nudes but it was just vanilla stuff nothing unusual. The nudes in the chat? Totally different, more wild, more raw and she looked so much more "slut" like (which i love)
Didn’t get why, i was a mess, but i...
jerked off to it.
I've keep reading the chat and looking at the photos and I came SO MUCH, super intense orgasm. After i was confused as hell and ashamed, still saved the photos tho.
She acted normal and lovely like nothing was wrong, i was sad but kept checking her chats, she sent a couple more nudes then blocked him eventually. Meanwhile im over here masturbating to that shit almost daily, feeling dirty but loving it. I confronted her finally, said i knew about the nudes and video and it was ok, just wanted to know why. She said she was just feeling curious to try out other guys and that she didn't really liked it. I didn't really bought it but it didn't matter she wasn't a really good person in the end and it was a toxic relationship, later I've found out she cheated on me with other guys. We broke up soon after.
Then i started looking for porn of chicks cheating, thought it was cuckold stuff at first but nah, didn’t like the humiliation or her preferring other dudes, what i loved was seeing her make wild faces, enjoying herself, showing a different side, pure sexual fun. I didn't really understand what exactly was my fetish, if i liked the fact that I was cheated on, or if i liked to see her fucking other guy or something else.
Next up my second girlfriend, she was young and shy and naive, petite with a nice ass, i was her first everything—kiss, fuck, all that. About a year in the relationship i told her about my ex and how it got me hard, then i asked her “arent you curious to know how it feels to fuck another guy?” I went cold saying it, felt wrong and dirty, she said she’d never do that to me blah blah blah. Took alot of talk and convincing but she tried a Tinder dude.
It didn't end up being anything special unfortunately haha.
But i remember the day of their date very clearly. I was at work when she said "I'm going now." And man... What a feeling, this is one of the best parts in my opinion, it's a mix of anxiety, excitation and hornyness all mixed up maybe a little bit of fear or a feeling that you are doing something wrong hahaha.
I couldn't even focus on my work i just kept checking my messages to see any updates. Then she replied:
"We did it, it was a little bit weird he didn't last too long but she came in my face like you asked and it was alot but very liquid, tonight i tell you in more details"
I remember my entire body freezing and going cold when i read that, it was like getting instantly high of something i can't explain exactly what hahahah but it was good, very good.
when she got home we fucked while she told me everything—loved it! She enjoyed it too. It wasn't anything out of the ordinary, they went to the mall, kissed and she provoked him to take her to his house, in the house the guy was kinda slow and she made the first move, she got in his lap and undressed, she rode him for about 2 or 3 minutes and then he came like i mentioned earlier. Guy was probably very anxious hahaha
Second guy, no fucking this time but she blew him in his car and recorded it for me, AMAZING!! I really wanted to see her expressions while doing it and it was great.
Nothing too nuts but my first consensual experiences. anyways things didn't really worked out with this girl, I was too focused on my job and we broke out friendly.
Some years later in 2020 in the middle of the pandemic i met my wife, told her all this shit, her reaction… man ahahah. Gotta save that for my next thread

Anyways, I'm very happy to be here and hope you all enjoy my experiences.